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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
lyrics 4 "because of you"... ...
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did,You fell so hardI've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of youI am afraidI lose my way And it's not too long before you point it outI cannot cry Because you know that's weakness in your eyesI'm forced to fake A
smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of youI am afraidI watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleepI was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of youI am afraid Because of youBecause of you
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7:00:00 PM
todae was a bad dae 4 mi...everything were so bad...i cried in schnow...i am listening to a song "because of you" by kelly clarkson...i tink tis song reli expresses my feelings inside mi now...especially in the chorus part...i dunno how shld i face the reality...i dun dare to face it...but...i noe i'll have to face it one dae though...my eyes were so puffy todae...yet...still have to take the class photo...dun reli wish to tok todae...to my family or even other pple...actually, i did not notice tis song "because of you" earlier...but after my sis asked mi to help her get the lyrics...i went to listen to tis song and realised tat it represented my feelings now...exactly...after listening to tis song and lookin at the lyrics, i cried again...haiz...dunno wad to do now...i feel as though i am lost in the desert...stranded...
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6:43:00 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
oh...it has been such a long time since i've updated my blog here....i tink sth wrong wif the internet connection lately....thinking why i can cum online now??? ans: i am using my bro's com!!! haha...so sian...now then i fing tat i cannot survive w/o internet....lolxi did quite okie for my common test recently...except for my chemistry...so sad...so far all As but juz becuz of tat chem....my results not nice le la....so mani careless mistake while doing my chem paper....i cannot forgive myself for being so blur like a sotong!!!! if i had slept earlier the nite b4...i wouldn't have made those stupid mistake le lo...still remember...during those days...i was studying studying and studying all nite!!! but i am veri happy wif my math results....45/47!!!! good right????haha...too happy le...sori if u find mi bhb...lolx
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5:48:00 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
todae...my physics cher revealed a little to mi regarding my results...i tink i gt more than 80%...hahaso good...i tink tis is my 1st time getting tis type of results for my physics...yipee!!!todae the last dae of our common tests...yeahreli a dae for celebration...mummy's b'dae cuming le...haven buy present leh...on 8/8 i am going to have a presentation in front of the sch regarding our syf dance...all the preparations and our dark ages...have to prepare for the speech...so nervous...if u want mi to dance in front of them...i canif u want mi to tok in front of them..its kinda difficult lor...but i'll juz try my best...life is reli busy for mi tis year...gotta handle dance and school work...its nice tat i m handling well...
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9:46:00 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
wow...so many tests at one go...having a reli terrible headache tis few days...like my brain going to split le...the chemistry exam todae was so tough!!! so weird of mi tat i actually still got the time to write my blog here althought i m having 3 papers tml...tml will be the last dae of all the papers!!! finally!!! let mi juz endure for 1 more dae b4 i collapse...i am going to relax myself tis weekend...YEAH!!! havimg a super long weekend...haha no need to see books and chers lo...hehecan i dun go to sch on fridae??? i wanna skip lessons...but dun tink i'll dare to do tat lo...haha...lolxJIA YOU BA!!!! Miracle.....
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5:04:00 PM