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Friday, September 30, 2005
30/9/2005 - a dae never to be forgotten...SNOWIE DIED!!! a memorable, grieving day in our family's history...why muz this happen to us??? worse of all...i was the one who found tat snowie is dead...todae...i cried almost from 4am to 1pm++reli veri sad...on the verge of breaking down...i reli dunno how long can i endure...how long can i stand tis pain in my heart...todae...i heard frm my maid tat my mum cried...during the burial behind my dad's office...i tink i would not go to the office anymore...and my mum was telling my maid tat she's reli worried abt mi...even more than my sis...cuz i am reli veri emotional...i tink i'll be crying every night...*why miracle did not happen tis time? i trusted so much in it...
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8:18:00 PM
Thursday, September 29, 2005
todae was another bad dae for mi...sth drastic happened...
while i was on my way home (on the bus) i saw a missed call frm mummy on my phone...
i called back...to my horror...she said snowie is in the hospital!!!
i rushed there right away...and saw snowie lying on the operating bed...she's having her drip...
and she's bleeding a lot...reli a lot...
she vomitted blood...and her faeces contains mainly blood!!!
i nearely vomitted...snowie at tat point of time was half conscious...and she couldn't reli notice my presence...
i reli hope tat her report tml cld be veri positive...
i'll stop here for the dae...
going to the vet's now...
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6:25:00 PM
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Last nite...i slept late...and when i was washing up in the washroom...i heard s car swerving...and it was reli a sharp swerve i heard...reli frightened mi...i tot an accident took place...then i went to the window and looked out...but there was no car...and i oso saw a person from the next hse cuming out to see wad happened...so scary...luckily nth happened...thank goodness...recently...after the road near my hse is opened...there's always jam around here and the number of cars here oso increased...and every morning when i was walking to the bus stop....i always had some difficulties crossing the road...and cuz of this...i had always been missing my bus...sickening...haiz...homework!!!! i'll stop here for the dae...stil gotta continue wif my never ending homework!!!
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11:26:00 AM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
i had dance practice todae...i enjoyed most of it...i reli mean itbut...ryan wasn't happy wif us...as usual...becuz of who??? some pple hor...reli cnt figure out wad they r tinking...do they like dance??? i noe i love it...but wad abt the others???they sae "yes" but do they reli mean it??? i find tat they r like us...the previous us...always not daring enough to express themselves...r they shy???but wad's there to be shy abt??? nth reli much todae wad...oni gt padebure and sutunu todae wad...veri difficult meh???most of them take small small steps...WHY!!!!!! izit if they took a bigger step they will drop into a drain???no right?pple...wake up...ryan is nt going to take slow step everytime...he's reali angry todae le...pls repent on ur mistakes...and practise wad he taught todae...or else u'll reli lose tis good teacher i tell u...maybe...u'll tink tat he's a deveil now...but after u were onstage and performed...u'll noe...wad he did is good for us...when u heard the applause frm the audience, u'll surely thank him for wad he had done...dance is not as easy as u tink...it requires a lot of practices reli...it's nt sth u'll have once u were born...every great dancers will go thru a lot...many even had injuries...or i wld sae...all dancers have injuries...everytime when i do a split, juniors wld go..."WOW!!!"but...u tink it's nt pain for mi???of cse it is...i had been going thru tis everydae...if i had nt been practising split everydae,do u tink i'll be able to do a split???i tink nt even a banana split lo...so pls...speak up!!!! ans the qns...and everytime why izit the seniors doin the counting oni???all juniors need to be spoon-feeded izit??? tink i m nt fierce enough...pls dun push mi to my limits...i'll breakdown...if u gt any thing tat u wish to clarify...u can always look for ryan...dun tink tat it is veri embarrassing...pls lo...even mi myself...i wld always look for ryan when i am uncertain abt certain moves...i m sure all dancers have heard wad ryan sae todae right...if u cnt meet his expectations...he'll throw u out of the club...and one last thing to add...he reli meant it...dun try his patience...
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10:14:00 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
erm...came back frm m'sia on 11/9...quite a nice trip there except for the hw load...haizdidn reli enjoyed lo...still need to bring my hw there to do...but it's good to leave s'pore and go other ctries...can relax a bit...but end-of-year examinations is around the corner lemight stress again...haiz...but its like jia chang bian fan to mi lotis fridae...there is tis dance performance by NUS...mi wanna watch leh...but like nobody accompany mi there...sian...cnt go again lo...have to miss it again...haizcuz if nobody goin wif mi...my mum sure won't allow one lo...aiya!!!! so confusing...
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10:23:00 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
WHY WHY WHY????????????THE PERSON (nt to mention who) QUIT DANCE LE...BUT Y STILL PUT THE DANCE SYF PICTURE???SINCE SHE DOESN'T LIKE MR RYAN, DANCE CLUB, Y MUZ SHE STILL PUT THE DANCE PICTURE???WAD IS SHE TINKING???I AM GOING BONKERS...CNT TAKE IT LE...JUZ LET MI THROW MY TANTRUMS HERE BA...SO SORI TO ALL THOSE WHO R READING MY BLOG NOW...life is driving mi crazy...juz to quote 1 sentence frm full hse...recently...i've been tinking a lot....but i'll nt reveal wad i m tinking herei feel so remorseful...to the dance club, to the seniorsi dare nt tell them the truthbut when the dae cums...i'll tellseniors...so sori tat i'll have to keep the truth frm u all...SORRY...
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9:13:00 PM