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Monday, November 28, 2005
hmm...yesterdae was the grand opening of the music sch THE ART OF MUSIC!!!!erm...although i tink tat we didn reli did well for the performance...but we reli put in all our efforts for it...celine and kok leong muz be quite sad ba...seeing tis kind of performance...haiz...anyway its over...no point brooding over it...but kinda in a bad mood....sian...haven finish homework...then english still got homework...jia lat i tink i'll be quarantined at home ba...thx celine for explaining to my parents yesterdae...THANK U!!!!!TAKE CARE EVERYBODY!!!cuz somebody veri poor thing fell sick on the performance dae...but luckily..it didn reli affect his performance ba...maybe juz a little??cuz like everybody in the PG is affected..maybe due to the stress or maybe we are too nervous...sign off...
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12:55:00 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
life w/o music is worse of than hell!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've been experiencing this type of feeling these few dae....
and i dun tink i can take it anymore...i mean...i'll be breaking down soon...real soon...
pple juz dun seem to understand mi...
adults juz seems to be grown-ups who contradicts...
these few daes i've been at home...really rotting!!!
the daes while i haf my lessons and rehearsal...i still will do my hw...
cuz...enjoying will ha to balance out wif work...
but now...i oni gt work but NO enjoyment...
so i conclude tat i dun work oso to balance out lo...
juz dun drive mi mad...i hate do nth but work...
it really and only bring up only 1 word...BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!
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12:08:00 AM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
kinda busy lately....pple closer to mi might noe wad i m busy wif...(the performance tat's around the corner)and yesterdae was my brother's b'dae...bought a long-sleeved shirt for him...juz becos' we r goin to korea soon and tis poor bro doesn't even has a long-sleeved shirt...omg...juz to prevent my bro frm freezing...lolx...juz to sae sth...although i noe many of u won't believe wad i'll be saying...Sisi (my dog) ran to scratch my door in order to wake i up 2 daes ago at around 5.30 am...she couldn't sleep and came to look for mi...it was raining and there r lightnings...which i tink scared him...then i opened the door for her...she dashed in immediately...then few minutes later...my maid came to my room to look for her as oni my room's light was swithed on...my maid took her down...and i followed...minutes later...i decided to bring sisi to my room to slp....then i switched on the platform light for her and switched on the tv...i patted her until she slpsand she slept on my bed veri quickly...then at around 7am...my maid took her down..onli until then i cont'd sleeping but..abt 10 minutes later my mum came in to wake mi up for work...and i slept at around 12.30am last night...reli tired when i reached the office...when my mum told my dad abt wad happened to sisi...he didnt believe lo...wadever...i went to see the doctor yesterdae...i was havin a sore throat...although it wasn't veri severe...i was afraid tat it might afect my performance...then after we celebrated my bro's b'dae...i was feeling really veri uneasy...and ate some pills and went to slp...todae's better...hope i can recover soon...sign off *miraclelilian
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11:45:00 AM
Friday, November 11, 2005
haiz...so many commitments these daes...
haf to be commited to the performing grp, to dance club, to my post, to the sch, to the PAL II performing arts leaders II
y ah??? y muz i commit to so many things? when i haf a choice to choose not to???
anyway...the camp ends todae...but the journey has juz started...
we r continuing PAL II till next year's june ba...
i've learnt a lot during the camp...real a lot...
i've learnt to open up to feedbacks from others...and i've nv ever thought tat i'll be so involved in the camp's activities lo...
Jumping Jacq oso said tat she finds mi veri different from wad she saw mi while i was in NACLI last year...
more daring...to question..and to sae out my thoughts and to share my experiences...
she asked y...and meiting said..." ever since the dentist plucked out her tooth, she was like tat already...maybe the dentist plucked her wrong nerve ba" hahahaha....
reli talked a lot to Jumping Jacq todae...
she shared the story abt her dog, Coke todae...who died few years back
it reminded mi of snowie instantly...i cried...she cried too...
i can reli feel her sorrows and i honestly believe tat it come truly from her heart...
not only todae...when i was in thai...i had always been thinking abt snowie esp when i was in the car...
i reli miss snowie...now i reli regret tat i had not tresured the time i had wif her in the past...
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10:14:00 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
YEAH!!! juz came back frm thai yesterdae...saw kelly poon at the airport...so cocky...yucksaniway...getting busy the moment i step into s'pore (back frm thai)...after i arrived...i went back home for a bath and went straight to the music sch for the performimg grp practice...then i found out tat a lot of progarams are changed!!! argh!!! waste my time learning those disney songs and oso finding those songs....and now...i gt to learn a new song again...moreover is sth tat i've nv heard b4...die le...gt to be ready by next tue together wif valenti's dance...siao liao...juz started learning todae...STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESSand together wif the hw assigned to mi for my music lessons (keyboard and vocal) and the sch's one....OMG!!!my progress slip is already full lo...can imagine how much izit??? die die muz do everything le lo...stupid mi...tie myself down wif so many things when i can choose nt to haf them...but i tink i won't regret wif wad i did...cuz i nv regret!!!ya...tml i m having the leadership camp...dunno how will it be like...and i went to watch ROMEO AND JULIET todae!!!juz one word to describe SUPERB!!!
reli made mi envious of the dancers...being able to stand on the stage of esplanade theatre and dancing there...receiving applauses...when can i be like them as well???*wondering*even my sis said tat it was real real nice...now...can u imagine how gd izit???i nearly had a standing ovation...hahaerm...nutcracker iz cuming up as well!!! i wanna watch leh...haiz...but no time...it's by my idol leh...Jeffery Tan...applause**he taught mi ballet b4 during my dance camp in SDT...he rocks...SINGAPORE DANCE THEATRE* IMPERIAL RUSSIAN BALLET* JEFFERY TAN* U ALL RAWKS!!!haha...kinda crazy todae...nv tot tat being overloaded will make sb crazy as well...okie...late le...and i oni reach home at 12am...ya juz now...*sign off
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12:34:00 AM