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Monday, January 30, 2006
am i being boycott in school???i feel so upset...pple juz seem to be somebody i dunno...i'm veri scared now..wad should i do??have i done sth wrong or wad??some of u might think tat i'm juz thinking too much...but u all..yes i mean you all..won't understand until u are in this position of mine now....everything is so sudden...sometimes...i juz dunno when...and it happensi reli dunno wad i am saying now...i juz feel tat i'm being boycott...reli...i'm feeling tat...i dun feel like going to sch le...going to sch now seems to be a great burden for mi...not becos of the work...but becos of something which i dun reli noe wads tatis this friendship under a test???i reli hoped tat things can be like wad it was in the past...i hate sch!!!!STOP TREATING MI LIKE A PUPPET!!!!!!
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12:48:00 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
hmmm...have not posted for some time le...
todae was reli a veri long day for mi...
woke up at 5.50am preparing to go sch...
then have lesson until 11.30...then followed by the CNY celebration...
then went for lunch wif sharon, her friends, MT and RF...
after tat...went back to sch to get the jazz shoes...
then, proceeded to northland sec wif the BB guys and ms lee...for the combined rehearsal...
it ended at abt 6++...waited for the bus for at least half an hour...
then...came home...had tuition from 8.30 to 10...
after tat...mummy and me went to do our nails...
sat there for so many hours...
until now...
CNY cuming...
haiz...will gain weight again...
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2:39:00 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
oh!!! so busy lately!!!!aiya...i've been so busy since tis year started lo...sian...but so far so good...only tired...but CNY is coming...and i'm looking forward to it...after i get my ang paos...i wan to go shopping wif esther...hahaand buy lots of CDs...esp KOREAN!!!!!oh ya!! and i bought 6 CDs todae...hahaso happy!!!but not all i buy one la...some are bought by sis...or i would say "most"gtg...nite!!
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11:46:00 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
I STILL MISS KOREA SOOOO MUCH !!!!!!!!!!
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10:18:00 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
oh...sec 4 is reli tough and busy...my sleeping time is getting shorter and shorter...and the time i'm cuming home is getting later and later...chinese new year is coming....ang baos!!! hahai wan to buy a lot of CDs!!!but no $$after CNY!!!! i'll buy all the CDs i want!!muahahaha....lolxI LOVE DANCE!!!!dancers jia you!! go go jia you!!!
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11:59:00 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
oh...reli a tiring dae for mi todae...i had my chem test todae...and b4 tat i gt PE followed by 3 periods of A Math and recess...so i didn reli slp well the nite b4 becuz of the chem test la...after sch...walked around the sch for few minutes...then went to canteen wif MT and RF...haha...RF and i actually ganged up to cheat MT...hahawe told her tat i'm goin to korea tonight and coming back on sundae nite...cuz she saw the jacet in my bag...so we tot of tis idea...okie la...i tink i'm bad to cheat pple la...but i'll let her noe tml when i see her...sure kena beat by her lo...hahabut i reli hope i can fly to korea at this point of time....even when i'm so tired...oh ya...btw...after we went to canteen...we proceeded to the dino room to teach RF the BB Scottish dance from abt 1.15 to 3.18 ba...for your information...i'm performing for chingay!!!!haha...should have a lot of CCA points ba??lolx...but it'll reli be veri tiring lo...becuz...we are having lots of rehearsals here and there...and the performance itself is on 3 consecutive daes...3, 4, 5 Feb!!!confirm veri tired de...anw..it's dancing...so shouldn't be a prob for mi...hahaback to the topic...BB dance which ends at abt 5+ pm...then when i was on my way home i realised i didn bring my hse keys...therefore...i cnt enter the hse...hahawaited for quite some time for my maid to return home and open door for mi...then at 6.30, i had my tuition...almost fell asleep...so sorry teacher...i am reli tired todae...btw...todae's PE reli no fun...we played captain's ball la...as usual..but toae mr lim added sth..if a team scores...the opposing team will have to do 5 push-ups each...we scored twice...then mr lim decided to help the other team...and they scored abt 4 balls...so we ended up doing 20 push-ups...and i did the guy's style..cuz quite used to it le...as it is always being used in dance trainings as well...*sign offgood nite
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1:17:00 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
hmm...yesterdae was CCA open hse...reli tiring...haha...got to put on make-up for everybody within half an hour or so ba...haha...lucky gt pple like rou fang to help mi...and oso wif the comments of other dancers...haha...thx..to wad i tink la...i tink yesterdae's performance was successful...hahawhile we were dancing...we heard cheering!!!! hahaso cool...and i'm reli veri happy... :)then after the performance...i ran around the sch to look for sharon to get back the make-up kit and all...haha..tiring..but fun!!! smiling at parents while i was looking for sharon...haha..one of my stratergies to attract more sec 1s to our CCA!!!!then...after tat, i went home wif chen xu and her friend...when i reached home, it was abt 8+ pmthen still got to do hw...then i do until 12+...but i'm a little disappointed...becos' i felt so stupid...cuz i tink there are oni a few in the class including mi who actually did the hw...anyway...i was reli tired in sch todae...and reli felt like sleeping...esp in such weather...but todae's reli veri veri cold in sch...then cnt reli pay attention to my lessons...i'm having chem test tml...sian lo...dun even noe wad i'm studying...cnt concentrate at all...and tml i'm going for a BB dance practice for chingay...hahacan u believe it??i'm performing for chingay...hahaand gt 2 CCA points for it!!! becos' it's a public performance...looking forward to it...but i want to rest well 1st can??ans: cannot...haha...sry for being lame here...but no choice...reli tired la...
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10:04:00 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
i'm sad and happy todae...sad becos.. i sprain my leg tat dae...and it affected my dance...and the rehearsal todae was reli bad...i'm so sad....wrong timing, wrong steps...i tink it was partially becos of the music..i couldn't hear the muic at all lo...but i'm reli happy todae..esp for clara..becos' she has got in!!! yipee!!!but pple pls con't to support her...thank you!!and i went to mediacorp todae to watch the recording...it was my 1st time going into the studio...haha...it was fun!!!
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12:55:00 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
i've reli been feeling stressed out recently...i find tat i'm commited to too many things and i tink i'm unable to cope or rather i'm not used to coping and still need time to learn...but pple just seem to be thinking tat i'm a superwoman who can do everything by her own and everything will be done perfectly...but..i may appear to be strong...but i'm juz like anyone of you out there...i'm oso a human...i need time to learn...pls allow me to have some time to breathe and take a short break...stop pushing me!!!i'm afraid i cnt take it one dae...i find tat...everytime when i'm stress...i'll dress up quite a bit in order to make myself feel better...but i doesn't seem to work for me todae..i cried while i was having keyboard lesson todae...i dunno why..i juz feel like crying when i find tat i cannot get the chords out by myself..and i am reli stressed!!!!!everything juz dun seem to fall in place...i'm having a phobia of facing things now..but i muz realise tat as i grow up...i muz face challenges ahead of me...i noe how to relax but wad happens after i relax??burdens start coming like tsunamis again...it's always never-ending for me....how can i act brave, strong and confident when tsunami is coming?more responsibilities?responsible for all i am doing...to dance, my work, exams, my cca, keyboard, vocal, pg???maybe i'm still not there yet...i juz need to buck up...but some of the things i'm asked to do, i dun even have a choice for it...tasks are juz thrown to me...i dun have a choice...not at all!!!!!where are my rights???why can't i choose wad i want??and why muz everything go against me???can i do anything to tackle them?i tink i should read up more on self-improvement stuffs...to improve myself and find ways to tackle wif stress...thank you teacher for toking wif mi juz now...maybe i juz need time to think over wad teacher has said...
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2:09:00 AM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
returned to sch lately...
i'm sure tis year will be a veri exciting year...
as i'm having my O levels tis year...panicking le...
and oni the 2nd dae of sch...
we are already being asked to prepare for 2 tests...
i'm sure there'll be more in time to come...
tml having an english test...
and next wednesdae is CCA open hse...
haven reli prepare for it...
but we started having practice todae le...
i'm tinking of taking up korean class...so i can migrate there when i master the language...
but i tink tis year is not an appropriate year for mi to take up so many things...hor..
so i tink will have to postpone tat to next year liao...
haiz...
some of our subject teachers have changed...
all was all right except for the physics teacher...
when mr chan took mi for physics...i had a C6
but when mr lim took over..i got A1!!!!
and now...they are changing it back to mr chan!!!
oh man...pls dun fool mi leh...especially tis year is reli a veri crucial year for mi leh...
haiz...lucky i'm still having tuitions...
so i tink won't be tat bad ba...
good luck to me!!!
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8:14:00 PM